@Ginger You've said it over and over, and you know what,
it doesn't make any sense. Who cares if you don't know what you like exactly.
No one does! This is why you
try things. If you like it, great! If you don't, no harm done! It's what
everyone has to do. You don't get to go around looking for things, dismissing
everything recommended to you just because you're not absolutely sure you'll like it, and then complain about
not having anything to read/watch/play. It doesn't work like that. Ever. For
anyone. You say you need an anchor. Well, it is nigh impossible to
get an anchor without
trying it first.
You're great to hang around with and all, but you seem to have a misunderstanding of how finding entertainment works at the basic level, and it's causing you far more trouble than it needs to.