Kegisak's has got me stuck on wondering what it would be like to be naturally strong
It's actually really weird. Like, I'm naturally a very big and strong person, but... I don't feel like it. I don't really have the frame of reference for
not being able to do the shit I do. In fact, I actually feel very
small a lot of the time, until you set me next to someone.
It only ever really comes through in very specific things. If I had to lift something someone
else might think I was strong, but I wouldn't because to me it would be fairly easy. It doesn't necessarily make it difficult to
control my strength, but it does make it hard to measure how much I need to use. I've almost thrown things before because someone else has told me it was heavy. That's part of what made me a pacifist; It's
very easy for me to accidentally hurt people if, say, I were to go for a friendly pat on the back and it felt more like a wallop. I tend to try and avoid touching people so that I don't accidentally hit them too hard.
So yeah... being naturally strong is very strange. There's a reason lots of big guys are really gentle.