Or you can work on improving yourself, like a normal person.

Except for the fact that I've honestly been trying. and clearly it isn't working

... I hate being called Fan Dumb... I'm not dumb (cries)

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:29:27 PM by gingerninja666

@Ginger: Don't leave. If you think people are leaving because you're creating drama, stop creating drama. You've said a bunch of times that you want to work on not freaking out so much. Improvement is hard sometimes. Don't give up on it.

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:30:00 PM by JapaneseTeeth

Dude, you can try, and you can be serious. You haven't been serious. If you were serious, you would put more effort into restraining yourself.

I should know. I almost lost my relationship with my girlfriend because I had only been serious about controlling my anger without being serious.

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:30:42 PM by nomuru2d

I honestly HAVE been trying. but then this latest episode happened.

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:30:56 PM by gingerninja666

If you're unhinged by an episode, I don't think you're trying hard enough.

Didn't you read? You haven't been serious. That kind of effort takes dedication. You can't just let yourself slip and get comfortable.

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:31:17 PM by nomuru2d

what does that even mean?

@Ginger: All you really need to work on is the knee-jerk reactions to everything. This episode is a good example; you should take a bit of time to let the stuff sink in rather than just posting your first thoughts on it. Basically, if you start writing a freak out post stop, go do something else for half an hour, and then come back after you chill a little.

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:32:56 PM by JapaneseTeeth

Ginger you are not dumb. Despite your occasional melodrama I find all of your opinions well reasoned. Hell, I know you are trying to control your drama, but just because you fail doesn't mean you stop trying.

I personally like having you here, things just wouldn't be the same if you left.

This is the kinda thread I come onto to have fun. (as well as chat with my friends) What's the point in being here if I can't have fun?

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:34:44 PM by gingerninja666

This basically. No one dislikes you because of your opinions.

You can have fun; the problem is that sometimes the drama impedes someone else's ability to have fun here as well. Nobody's asking you to stop posting, it would just help if you chilled out a little.

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:36:30 PM by JapaneseTeeth

Screaming and raging and calling things stupid is your idea of fun?

That's my knee jerk reaction to stuff. I do leave. and I do try and calm down if I feel I'm going to start attacking people

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:36:08 PM by gingerninja666

I never said you couldn't have fun. I'm saying you have to be more serious about restraining yourself, instead of just telling everyone that you're trying.

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:35:52 PM by nomuru2d

nevermind

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:37:54 PM by FallenLegend

oops sorry bad moment I was just joking btw

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:36:47 PM by FallenLegend

Then you clearly need to start leaving earlier, and stop carrying a self-persecution complex.

But I AM seriously trying. My mind is more chaotic than most peoples

What's that mean?

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:37:39 PM by gingerninja666

EDIT: Nevermind.

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:37:47 PM by Mio

Yeah, so is mine! I'm a frickin' aspie, but you don't see me falling back on that! It's all on you!

The thing is ginger, I don't think this thread would be half as interesting without you. You are unpleasable at times, but you are not a jerk about it, which makes you one million times better than the fandumb out there.

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:39:29 PM by Cookoo

Honestly, having Derpy speaks was nice and all (I really didn't expect her to get about as much lines as Big Mac or Cherilee ever had), but that's it. The rest of the episode is so much more fun (and drama, too). That was a bit sad that AJ got her spotlight stolen by Pinkie's crazy new faces, but it was a great episode. And it gave some more characterization to AJ.

...So why the heck is there so many bucking people thinking about nothing but "Derpy sounds retarded", "Stop the stereotypes"...BRONIES, Y U NO LOVE & TOLERATE ?

...Damn, I did my mysanthrope again, right ? Living alone with corpses does that. Alone in space. Space is cool, but still...Did I just started a Flame War ? ...Bucking me...

(Just noticed almost a whole page was wrote meanwhile. Fast thread is fast. And reassuring, somehow.)

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:40:16 PM by DhanaRagnarok

I have that too. Point is, if I'm not allowed to relax and have fun (which you ust said is counterproductive to me controlling myself) then there's no point in being here

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:39:48 PM by gingerninja666

what is this i don't even...

Heroic BSOD incoming. I don't know what is right or wrong anymore.

(ponychan drama. why can't they just give me a lurk-ban from /pony/? Asking for a post ban did not solve anything. i don't want to see a god damn thread there.)

edited 22nd Jan '12 1:40:40 PM by ApplejackPony