Oh man. I'm going to miss Posey. That had me in tears. I'm glad that we know at least though.
Yeesh. Posey was one of my biggest fans. I think I'll dedicate my next chapter to her. Maybe a blog post as well?
I ... just. Wow.
Seeing as though we are apparently airing this stuff out now. I am depressive. Seratonin defficiency. I weaned myself off anti-depressants because I didn't like the idea of becoming dependant on them.
I never attempted suicide, but I did seriously consider it. I did engage in a bit of self-harm. Nothing
too bad. Though at one point I tried to upgrade to cutting ... but it didn't really ... work.
A had a few breakdowns in High School, but nothing that required time off school or anything.
My mother died when I was thirteen after a decade of multiple schlerosis which left her blind and paralysed. My Dad remarried, but ... while I'm grateful to my stepmother for many things, she was abusive. I was not the kind of son she wanted and ... I ended up believing that the world was actively made worse by my existence.
Eventually, one day that was particularly bad, I made the mistake of hitting back. My stepsister whacked my over the head with a pepper grinder and I had to be stitched up. I was also no longer welcome at home. As far as I was concerned, I was a monster and had to die before I hurt anyone else. That was the closest I ever got to going through with it, but I didn't.
Thankfully things are a bit better now.
EDIT:@Fea Candy: Thanks so much for the heads up and you have my prayers and well-wishes.
edited 3rd Sep '13 6:40:44 AM by Sereg
I'll concur that Sereg is awesome, but what does his dislike of Life & Times have to do with it? -
Midnight Rambler